• Be Careful With Humility

    Humility is often met with high praise. It's an attractive quality, but I find that it can also be harmful if we don't practice balance. I'll go as far to say that I think it's held me back in the past.

    The way humility has stunted me (and certainly others) is that it makes me too agreeable. My desire to be liked and not cause commotion wins out. I wait around, expecting to eventually get the recognition I've earned, only to receive it long after the gesture held any meaning to me at all.

    In all honesty, I hadn't given it much thought until I saw this inscription in the restroom at Royal Cuckoo.

    It's good to be humble, but you should know your value.

    All of a sudden, the phrase claimed a space in my brain, the mental equivalent of earmarking a page in a paperback for future review. I told myself not to forget this.

    To know and recognize your value is essential. It means you don't attribute all your success to happenchance. You don't just settle and think you're lucky to have a job or significant other. You have the confidence to know when you're worth more than what you're getting out of something.That's the main thing, really. Confidence. It's not that the most successful individuals (define that as you wish) are any more talented or hardworking than lots of other folks, but they do understand their value and believe they belong with the best.

    They don't put up with bullshit for very long because they know they deserve better. They'll ask for a raise when it's time, because like lots of other things in life, no one else is going to do it for them. And they're not afraid to walk away from a situation when it's not serving them because they have the confidence that something even better is just around the bend. This isn't easy to do. Leaving a relationship that you know is toxic could be scary because you don't want to be alone. Same goes for a job and the prospects of being unemployed. But when you respect your value, you don't let fear guide your decisions.

    But when you respect your value, you don't let fear guide your decisions.

    Sometimes that yearning to humble can hold you back because it seems so conflicting with other behaviors that serve you best. Only it shouldn't because you can stay humble and still understand your value. Believing that you are too good or life is too short to put up with something doesn't mean you are an asshole or have an unhealthy sense of entitlement. It doesn't mean you can't be a kind person. You can still really go for things in life, yet remain humble and gracious by remembering that you might be privileged or the reason you are where you are is because you have some amazing people in your life. Don't feel bad about that, but do take every opportunity to let those people know what they mean to you. That's important.

    Life is not a simple as working hard, being humble and hoping for the best. That'd be nice and you'll probably do alright, but it's not going to get you to that next level. I wish I had more people in my life that reminded me to know my value and not settle. So I'm telling you dear reader: take a look at your life, all aspects of it. Respect yourself. Where you want to be may is not always elusive because you lack some skill or haven't paid your dues. It can as simple as shifting your mindset.

  • Alleycat Love

    It's no surprise that the Mission District has the highest concentration of street art in San Francisco. Everyone knows about Clarion Alley, which at this point could be considered the typical tourist stop, but my personal allegiance stands with Lilac Alley.

    I love when new murals or additions go up and Lilac Alley holds a special place in my heart because it's just a little more gritty. There are RIPs to fallen friends, references to 90s pop culture, celebrations of sports championships, and just a whole lot of badassery in general. I'm always documenting it whenever I roll through, so I'd like to share some of those images. Lilac Alley foreva eva!

    More continually updated here.

  • My Habit Plan

    I'm reading the Zen Habits book on mastering change and have to pick a habit I'd like to cultivate. I'm choosing writing for 10 minutes every morning after showering and breakfast (and before any email/social media) in hopes that I can finally build some momentum on writing a book I'd like to complete this year. As part of the plan, I have to publicly voice my commitment so that's what this post is. Next time you see me, please ask me how it's going and make me feel bad if I'm not staying faithful.

  • McWay Falls in Big Sur, California. ♫ by The Thrills.